I’ve heard of brain fog, brain fart, but what’s it called when you have so many ideas, so many thoughts and things you want to say, but it’s like your brain cant organize it all because it’s just so much, so instead you just do absolutely nothing?!

 What is that? Cause that’s me constantly!!!

And it’s so frustrating because to others you feel like you just look lazy, or unmotivated, and just never doing anything. But in reality, you have so much ambition and creative ideas, business ideas, knowledge, etc… that you want to share, but when you grab hold of one thought and decide to go forward with it, all your other ideas just crowd out that one that youre trying to pursue and you start getting confused and just drop every single thing. Lol

Actual picture of me today, just sitting and staring at my ipad, still in my PJ’s at 12pm. 🙂
Actual picture of me today, just sitting and staring at my ipad, still in my PJ’s at 12pm. 🙂

But what I’m realizing while writing this, although I truly thought I was trusting in God, I’ve actually been trying to control it all myself.

God is not a God of confusion, and He want’s what is best for me, and what is best for me is His will and I cant achieve His will by trying to figure things out with just my own thinking.

I need to do a deepdive into His word, and meditate on verses that are relevant to this situation. So I’m going to do that now, brb…

A few verses that I’ve chosen:

1 Corinthians 14:33 For God is not a God of confusion but of peace.

2 Timothy 2:7 Think over what I say, for the Lord will give you understanding in everything.

Psalm 119:169 Let my cry come before you, O Lord; give me understanding according to your word!

1 Peter 5:7 Casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.

James 1:5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him.

2 Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind

Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Philippians 4:13 I can do all this through him who gives me strength.

Psalm 37:4 Take delight in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart.

Psalm 1:1-3 1 Blessed is the one who does not walk in step with the wicked or stand in the way that sinners take or sit in the company of mockers, 2 but whose delight is in the law of the LORD, and who meditates on his law day and night. 3 That person is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither— whatever they do prospers.

Luke 22:42 …Yet not my will, but yours be done

What I’m going to do is write each verse on a post-it note and stick it on everything that I use a lot like my ipad, the fridge, the bathroom mirror, my dresser, etc… and read/say them out loud every time I use them.

That is all.


Thank you for reading!

Love, Emily <3

Thank you for reading!

Love, Emily <3

Thank you for reading!

Love, Emily <3

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